Meet Ryan

I spent a decade as an Officer in the Canadian Army, living an absolute lie. I hated being an officer. I loved the army, but hated my job. When I left the army, I was completely lost. I didn't know who I was, what I wanted, why I wanted it, or where I was going. It was fucking brutal. 

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I was angry at the world, full of resentment towards women, and struggled with sexual shame, anxiety and all around insecurity. 

 

I spent years (while in the army, and after I had gotten out) learning how to be a great lover. I thought that if I could make women cum repeatedly and be her best sex ever, then I would feel better about myself.  

 

I had turned sex from something I enjoyed, into a means to try and validate my existence and build my self-esteem.

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It worked....for a while. But then I got bored, and the insecurity crept back in. I realized that, for me, sex was only a doorway into my soul.

 

And when I finally looked into my soul, I found what I was looking for: Fulfillment. Confidence. Peace. Love. Power.

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This is what I help people cultivate. Whether you're a man or a woman, I help you dive into yourself, to remove the lies, untruths, and emotional shit in the way of you and your highest version of You.

 

I will walk into the shadows with you. And I will love you every step of the way.